In the end

We're losing my cousin. My parents and other family went to see him today. The news is really bad. He's 5'9" and he's down below 80 lbs. He has a DNR, but for some reason, he has an IV which the family is not happy about (aside from my mom who doesn't believe in DNR's). He's on morphine which means he's in and out of it.

I don't even know what to think. I worry so much about his kids. I worry so much for his sister who clung to him after their mother's death. I'm so confused and so upset.